Date : Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Time : 04:05
Title :

Maybe I should just give up on him ..

Date :
Time : 03:55
Title :

Sometimes I'm not emo-ing .. I just don't feel like talking ..

Date : Monday, February 15, 2010
Time : 19:21
Title :

Yesterday , my cousin came ! His name is ChesterBoy . Cute name right ?

Date : Saturday, February 13, 2010
Time : 02:00
Title :

Why.. I might just as well jump off a building and die ..

Date : Friday, February 12, 2010
Time : 22:52
Title :

Hi .. Being nag by someone to update larh .. Hahas !
Nowadays damn bored sia .. CNY come , I not even the least of hyper sia .
Haha ! Just excited about tomorrow luh ! Valentime Day !!
Heh .. Don't know buy to give who sia . ( Girls only ..)
I dont know want buy for him anot .. I too shy le larh !
Anyways nothin much to post luhs . Just only think of sleep the whole day through ..
Tsk .. Lol . I pig mah .. Also no choice . I wanna study GEO now !!
Damn love Geo now ! Love it ttm luhs !! Anyways .. Post till here le .
Now CNY , so must post with red colour . Like that nicer . Yeah ?!
Happy CNY and Valentime Day for tomorrow ! Loves for all peoples !!

Date : Sunday, February 7, 2010
Time : 05:24
Title :

Song : Rinne Rondo
Artist : On / Off
Anime : Vampire Knight Guilty

Shiroi bara no hanabira hitotsu futatsu hirakeba
Ano hi no kioku yomigaeru deshou
Yasuragi ni terasarete hana o sakaseta yoru wa
Amaku setsunaku irozuiteyuku

Hikaru ito o tadoru you ni toki wa shizuka ni nagarete
Michi hiku yure ni soi nagara hito wa umarekawaru

Anata no hohoemi wa mune o tokasu nukumori
Dokoka de mita amai yume no you
Shizumu yuuhi ni ima o kiritorarete mo
Futari no kage wa kasantteiku

Hateshinaku tooku kagirinaku fukaku majiwatta unmei no you ni
Nandomo tsukande nandomo ushinatte yatto meguri aeta koto
Sora ga chi o motome hana ga ame o machi yoru ga ashita o kou you ni
Futatsu no kokoro ga hitotsu datta koto konna ni mo motometeta no

Nagai nemuri hodoite koyoi meguri aetar
Futari no rondo saa odorimashou

Sugita hibi o nagasu youni tsuki wa yasashiku urunde
Kioku no sakini mou ichido itoshisa ga afureta

Anata no nengetsu o futae ni ayumeru nara
Kage tonatte mamotteitai
Fuki mayou kaze futari o toozaketemo
Shinjiru koto o wasurenaide

Atenai kirameki hakanai yurameki tadayou mabomshi no you ni
Samayoi nagaramo kawaranai bashou e yatto tadoritsuita koto
Yami ga hi o ubai uso ga tsumi ni naki kako ga mirai o saite mo
Meguriyuku you ni kitto kono basho o watashi wa erandeita no

Hateshinaku tooku kagirinaku fukaku majiwatte unmei no you ni
Nandomo tsukande nandomo ushinatte yatto meguri aeta koto
Sora ga chi o motome hana ga ame o machi yoru ga ashita o kou you ni
Futatsu no kokoro ga hitotsu datta koto konnani mo motometeta no

Shiroi bara no hanabira hitotsu futatsu chiru toki
Yasashii asa ni somerareru deshou
Soshite umarekawatte anata no mune ni sakeba
Futari no ai wa eien ni naru

Date :
Time : 02:34
Title :

Song : Free Will
Artist : Ruppina
Anime : One Piece

Aa hateshinaku tsuzuiteru sora no mukou ni
Itsuka mita asu wo ima egaki hajimete iru

Tatoeba yume ga hakanai mono demo sukoshi no kinou shinjite
Jibun ne mekesou ni naru hi mo aru
Sonna toki mo atatakana basho ga atta
Hokoreru mono itsumo kitto
Boku no senaka oshitekureta yo ne

Ah hoshi tachi ga furi sosogu kono sora no shita
Nidoto nai ima wo hora mune ni kizande
Dokomademo habatakeru shiyuu na tori ni
Kagirinai yume wo nose kimi ni todoke ni ikou

Kizutsuku koto wo osorezuni susumu
Sonna kimi wa hikari kagayaite itane
Moshimo itsuka mayoi nayandemo
Yuuki zuketeitai zutto

Ah hoshi tachi ga sasayaite
Sonna yoru ni wa
Omoide ni kawatte yuku
Toki wo kanjite
Hateshinaku tsuzuiteiru shiyuu na sora ni
Itsuka mita asu wo ima
Sono te ni tsukamunda

Ah hoshi tachi ga furi sosogu kono sora no shita
Nidoto nai ima wo hora mune ni kizande
Dokomademo habatakeru shiyuu na tori ni
Kagirinai yume wo nose kimi ni todoke ni kou

Boku tachi wa sorezore no hana wo daite
Sorezore no tabiji e to
Aruki hajimete iru

Date : Saturday, February 6, 2010
Time : 22:28
Title : I got duty tomorrow !

Today really damn bored .. Sms-ed with HIM awhile , then he no reply le .
Like he sleeping or something like that sia . Of course .. Pig what ..
LOL . Hahas .. No offence .. Today quite bored luhs .
Tomorrow damn sianx liao .. Shilin told me on msn that I got duty tomorrow !
I gonna be damn jialat liao ! My duty is announcement ! Damn scared now !
What to do ? I damn scared sia ! I never do before . I do before is Commander leh !
I don't wanna do ! I gonna cry like siao luh ! Aiya ! Nevermind luh !
No use cry over spilled milk . Have to give my best shot ! Thinking positive ..
Thinking positive .. Thinking positive .. Can't .. Try luh !
Anyways end post at here . Tody early post cause later at night may be post again ..?
Goodnight in advance ! :) Smiles !!! Thinking positive ..

Date : Friday, February 5, 2010
Time : 23:35
Title :

Can't get the things I want .. All I can do is just ask people to help me ..
I'm useless .. Can't even tell him that I like him ..
Really feel damn useless .. Why .. No one can help me with this matter ..
Feel so lonely without any friends there for me ..
There may be some there for me .. But can't really helped me ..
Still have this bad feeling bout it .. Feel like I have hurt someone ..
I feel really bad .. Because I really don't know how he feels ..
I never feign ignorance .. Just that .. I cannot accept it this way ..
He just treat me as his little sister .. I cannot stand it .. Why ..
I was really upset when he told me , I was just his little sister ..
Why things just won't work the way I wanna it to be ..?
No one is able to help me .. There are people say I was joking around ..
But I'm not joking around .. I'm serious .. Not just admiring him ..
But is really like him .. Things just won't go the way I wanna it to be ..
So I can just sit at a place and cry alone .. If only he cared for me ..
He cared for me .. But is care for me as his little sister ...
Anyways .. I stopped at here .. Byes .