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Date : Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Time : 03:59 Title : It really wasn't your fault. All started was from me.
I ignored you, neglected your feelings. So, for the time being, I will leave you guys. To really reflect myself upon why I have become this type of people. Who ignore and neglect people's feelings. May be cruel. But you will be happy. And since exams are coming, I won't disturb you. To prevent you from having any problems at studies. Don't worry or care about me as I'll will be alright. Since, you have your cliques to cheer you up. I'm okay alone. And people think it's your fault, I will explain to them clearly. And clean your name away from the list, of course, they won't give you that type of look. And, good luck for EOY. And what I have told you about in my text to you, was mushy! And, I didn't want those people to know about our matters, so.. Yeah. When we reconciled, I will listen to your story and won't talk anymore ..
Date : Saturday, September 25, 2010
Time : 07:17 Title : I know you don't hate or what. You treat her like your own sister.
But I don't know why. Even if I'm with my cliques, I still feel left out. Sometimes just think that you're kinda bias. For no reasons. Or maybe I was wrong. It was just one-sided thinking. I really don't hate you. But like you more and more. I really want to treat you as my best friend and my listening ear. It's like, I'm yearning for it. Just can't control myself at all. Maybe is that, I'm just too selfish and always think about myself. I should stand in your shoe and think. Why? What should I do so that people around me won't hate me or feel left out? I gotta think of a way. So, I gonna help you with these problems. Give me some time. I will certainly help you even if you didn't say anything. Every problem can be solved. As long as there's effort in it. Just smile like you usually do and everything will be alright. Some people called it Self-satisfaction. Some people called it Busybody. Some people called it Helping. Which one do you think is the right choice that I'm helping you? Just smile and have faith in yourself and me.. (:
Date : Sunday, September 19, 2010
Time : 05:50 Title : Please support my friend's blogshop,http://runwithtrend.blogspot/. They're selling lens and so on! :D Thanks people! :)
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Time : 04:53 Title : Maybe changing will be better for everyone. I decided.
I want to change to an understandig person, instead of a violent girl. And always jump to conclusion, listen before speaking. Something like that right? Oh yeah. Kinda bad and good news. Yesterday drank wine. I drank Bacardi Gold. Kinda taste like glue. Hajimete! First timer still! But I wasn't drunk as I was told that it won't really make me drunk. Hah! Someone was expecting me to be drunk still! Evil guy! But I can see that they enjoy their chalet at Garvin's brother chalet. As it was his brother, Gary birthday. Seems kinda fun huh. But I never attend. To prevent get scolded, so I never attend(: But chalet would be fun if it's just our school go. As in class by class. Like 2A , 2B , 2C own self class go their individual chalet and plan their games. Well, they did enjoy and had lots of fun from their photos and expression. Should be able to tell that they enjoyed themselves. Argh! Sandy's friend got a kitten that needs someone to take care of. I want to take care of it. But my grandma will surely object to it. As cats needs freedom, they can't just live at an HDB flat right? They needs freedom, so do humans. I don't know what to do now. I intend to hide it in a box and take care of it until it grows big. Then I will let it go. It needs freedom. I can't tie him/her to myself only. Guess gotta convince them first huh.. ): No listening ear as this matter doesn't really matter though.. ):
Date : Friday, September 17, 2010
Time : 06:04 Title : This kinda meaningful . I liked it . Took from Misaki Theodora Eldora ! :D <3
[1] I need to tell you a secret look at 5 [2] The answer is look at 11 [3] Don't get mad look at 15 [4] Calm down don't be mad look at 13 [5] First look at 2 [6]Don't be that angry look at 12 [7] I just wanted to say I love you .. [8] What I wanted to tell you is ... The answer is on 14 [9] Be patient look at 4 [10] This is the last time I'm going to do this look at 7 [11] I hope you're not mad when I say this look at 6 [12] Sorry look at 8 [13] Don't get mad look at 10 [14] I don't know how to say this but look at 3 [15] You must be really mad look at number 9
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Time : 05:48 Title : Today's mood was suuuuuper goooood ! Thanks to him !
He really is great luh ! First time make me cry for 1 hour plus . But we have reconciled ! I'm glad that we reconciled . If not matter maybe will turn out even more worse if we don't settle . Ahah ! Today went Hougang Mall and had lots of fun with these people . Shuya , Pearlyn , Glenn , Alan and Randy . Today was fun as I reconciled with him le ! Hmmmm , today kinda slack. During end of D&T was kinda funny . Brandon was like freaking funny . Keep making me laugh like hell . Stupid brandon , don't bark so much luh . LOL ! Ahah! Everyone was like gonna steal my phone or something . Laughing like mad , can't stand them . Just make me laugh till my heart melt .. (: 2B rocks to the max ! Oh yeahhhhhhh ! I loooooooooovvvvveeeeeee 2BBBBBBB !! English class , did finish one work then slack le . Was like looking at some SNSD videos . Then somehow started talking when in Facebook . When I online , he was like , YO! HI ! Then I was like laughing like mad ! Then he called someone : Comb Duck ! Super funny ! And he was like telling people to fk off when they just stand a while and walked away le . Joker!(: Just can't stand him . Always makes wanna talk to him more and more ! Awwwww! (: Well , that's it for today , kinda tired from today's activity though there was none. (: Buhbye ! :D Rest well , Reeeeeeeaaaaadddddeeeeeerrrrrrrssssssss ! :D
Date : Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Time : 03:45 Title : You said you want me to change to a better person .
But did you think about how I feel ? Do you know that when today , you were sitting at the library ? I really want to talk to you ! But I can't help it .. I'm afraid that you will ignore me . And I don't even dare to look into your eyes . I was really very scare . Yesterday night , I want to send you something but , I don't have the courage to send you this type of things at all . How I wish I could rewind the time and I shouldn't have said ' Nothing ' to you . Whenever I see you with other people , laughing together , I was really very jealous . I didn't know what to do at all . I want to talk to you face to face but that courage has disappeared into mid-air . Guess this is how it ends huh ? But I won't give up . All I need is time . When the time ripe , I will become a better person . I won't give up ! But now , I been thinking of ways to talk to you . Like somehow just starting a random topic just hope you would talk to me and reply me . That's it (: I still remember you told me not to ( ): , D: , -.- ) But to ( (: :D ^^) more . I think I understand what it means now . Thanks . |
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