Date : Friday, February 5, 2010
Time : 23:35
Title :

Can't get the things I want .. All I can do is just ask people to help me ..
I'm useless .. Can't even tell him that I like him ..
Really feel damn useless .. Why .. No one can help me with this matter ..
Feel so lonely without any friends there for me ..
There may be some there for me .. But can't really helped me ..
Still have this bad feeling bout it .. Feel like I have hurt someone ..
I feel really bad .. Because I really don't know how he feels ..
I never feign ignorance .. Just that .. I cannot accept it this way ..
He just treat me as his little sister .. I cannot stand it .. Why ..
I was really upset when he told me , I was just his little sister ..
Why things just won't work the way I wanna it to be ..?
No one is able to help me .. There are people say I was joking around ..
But I'm not joking around .. I'm serious .. Not just admiring him ..
But is really like him .. Things just won't go the way I wanna it to be ..
So I can just sit at a place and cry alone .. If only he cared for me ..
He cared for me .. But is care for me as his little sister ...
Anyways .. I stopped at here .. Byes .