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Date : Thursday, June 21, 2012
Time : 07:21 Title : What a beautiful day ~
Good evening! Guess what! I had lots of fun today with band mates! Weeeee! It's been long ever since I had some fun together with the people I love! Hahaha! Well, today started off with buying the shoes, at first was a huge mess as everyone is like, talking here and there, so messy~ Argh, don't like it at all! >_< Though it is just me who find it very noisy! Hahaha! Then after that, we went to Macdonald and have our lunch there, well, was talking all the way, all was chit-chatting! Hahaha! All eating together and talking and laughing and all the fun things you can think of! Hahaha! Then after that, slowly all the juniors left after eating and some of us stayed to play catching at the hub! WAHAHAHA! IT'S SO FUN THAT I RAN LIKE HELL TODAY! IT FEELS SO REFRESHING RUNNING CATCHING EACH OTHER AND THE MOST EXCITING PART WAS, WHEN YOU ARE THE RUNNER, YOU SEE THE CATCHER, AND THEY STARTED CHASING YOU! Oh my gosh, scared the hell out of me! But still, had lots of fun today! Hahaha, afterwards when I reached home, was happily tweeting about the things that happened today, then till I saw some unhappy things.. Just found out some news about me.. I didn't know that she would hate me this much that she wants to forget all about me. But, all I want is just to see her smile and be happy everyday. But now I'm like the only one who is making her angry, sad, upset and crying too. I felt really bad about this, that I really don't know what I should do. I even tried ways not be close to her like, hanging out with another clique, so that I would not affect her mood so much. And somehow, I feel that, she has only been upset because of my presence. My presence is of a big effect on her. Maybe I should just, get out of her life. Since that she doesn't need me anymore, all she needs is just her boyfriend, her friends and the band mates attention. I'm nothing to her at all. All the times we spent together are just nothing to her at all. And, I've thought about it, maybe I should just disappear from her life. Since I'm such a bothersome, even if we were to settle this matter, I doubt that it would be peaceful. It might just make it even worse, worse of all, if she thinks in another way, means that she really will hate me to the core. Currently now, I can sense that she hates me 70% from what I've heard and see. So.. maybe I should just excuse myself from her life, so that her life would be all peaceful and fun again, without me. I AM JUST A SOMEONE WHO WILL BOTHER HER LIFE, I AM USELESS AND A NOBODY, SO SHE WOULDN'T CARE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO ME OR WHAT I DO. Whatever that I did till now, are like shits. Nobody sees it, nobody sense it and nobody cares about it. It's like, doing useless things which have useless effects. Haha, I feel so dumb now. How I wish I can just disappear from this world, and go to a world whereby it's my own world where I can control everything myself. So that, that world of mine, would be peaceful and fun without any disturbance. HAHAHA, as if such world do exist. But please, if this world really do exist, please bring me the way there. I just wanna escape to a place whereby I would be happy everyday, without any worries or disturbance. Like I said, a peaceful life whereby I have nothing to worry about, and no one would worry about what would happen to me! What a beautiful world and yet, it is filled with darkness all over. I know that, one day, I would disappear from your life... (: Because, I am not your friend anymore, and you don't treat me as one anymore. Hahaha, I feel so pathetic now! I'm the only who feel this way and you just hate me and that's all you know! Alright, that's all I have to say for now! :D Nights! |
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